I looked at him for a long moment, trying to understand how far he wanted to go.
I nodded without saying anything, because in his eyes there was a calm determination that I had never seen before, something firm, something definitive.
That night I sat in front of my laptop, going through folders I had avoided opening for months, maybe years, looking for moments I never imagined anyone else would see.
There were videos of Lily in the hospital, her little head barely covered by a cotton cap, her skin pale and her eyes too big for her little face.
There were also photos of Leo sitting next to his sister, holding her little hand with a seriousness that did not correspond to his five years, as if he understood more than he should.
I found the video where the doctor explained, in a soft voice, why Lily’s hair wouldn’t grow back, at least not for a long time.
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