The silence in the room became heavy, a physical weight pressing against my chest. Obinna’s eyes, which I had always thought were clouded and distant, were now focused—really focused—on me.
“I didn’t tell you,” he said, his voice dropping to a low, steady vibration, “because I needed to know if you were staying with me for who I am, or because I was a safe harbor for your secrets.”
I felt a surge of betrayal so sharp it burned. “Secrets? Obinna, I didn’t have secrets from you. I have scars! Scars you told me didn’t matter!”
“And they don’t,” he said, reaching out to catch my hand, but I flinched away. “But your fear does. For months, I watched you hide. I watched you choose high-collared shirts in the heat of summer. I watched you check the mirrors when you thought I couldn’t see, touching your face with such loathing that it broke my heart.”
“You lied to me,” I whispered, the wedding dress now feeling like a shroud. “Every time you told me I looked beautiful these last few months, you were watching me? You were testing me?”
“I wasn’t testing you, Amara. I was waiting for you to trust me enough to show me yourself. I wanted to see if, once I had my sight back, you would still be the woman who laughed freely in the dark, or if you would turn back into the ghost who hides in the light.”
He stood up, walking toward the window. He moved with a grace he hadn’t shown before—no fumbling, no reaching for walls. It was the movement of a man who knew exactly where he was.
“The surgery was successful,” he continued, looking out at the city lights. “But the world I saw wasn’t as kind as the one I heard. I saw the way people looked at you in the grocery store when they thought I wasn’t looking. I saw the pity. And then I saw you—how you’d shrink, how you’d use me as a shield. I realized then that if I told you I could see, you’d never marry me. You’d think I was just another pair of eyes judging your skin.”
“So you trapped me?” I felt the heat rising in my neck, the familiar itch of my scarred skin. “You let me marry you under a lie?”
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